society killed us all

Kayleigh, 17, Brisbane Australia
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Depression is not beautiful poetry and sympathy from loved ones and a beautiful girl crying in the middle of the night while her boyfriend holds her and whispers “I love you” over and over again.
Depression is not dead flowers and lana del rey music and dark eyeliner and lipstick smearing your face as you cry in a dirty bathtub smeared with your own blood.
Depression is a foul taste in your mouth and smell in your room because you don’t care enough to take a shower or brush your teeth.
Depression is longing for the days you cry because feeling something is better than feeling nothing and being sad is better than the blunt anxiety that is a constant in the back of your mind.
Depression is watching your friends slip away because you don’t care enough to call them or see them and in turn feeling lonely and ignored because it feels like they don’t care enough to call you or see you.
Depression is watching your grades plunge because how can you care about them when you don’t even care if you live or die?
Depression is having your teachers and your parents call you lazy and unmotivated and a deadbeat because of these grades and because your illness is so blind to them you have trouble convincing even yourself that it exists.
Depression is your back aching from staying in bed for hours a day, hoping you can live out your life in bed until you don’t have to live anymore.
Depression is staying up until five a.m. watching tv because if you turn everything off you will be alone with your thoughts and there is nothing on earth worse than that.
Depression is groaning in disappointment and anxiety when you wake up the next morning.
Depression is praying yet again that night that you don’t wake up.
Depression is not romantic. It is not beautiful. It is disgusting, empty, ugly. It is a pain so deep and long lasting you forget how you ever were without it.

In honor of Robin Williams and all the depressed people in the world.

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-273-8255

(via thephilyptian)

When you’re at the pool lounging on a beach chair and some little kids are running and the lifeguard screams out “no running” do you respond “excuse, not all of us are running”? No, you don’t. The lifeguard didn’t have to specifically state who they were talking to because you’re intelligent enough to comprehend that the comment wasn’t being directed at you.

Found a quote that shuts down that “not all men” argument pretty well. (via mykicks)

AHaha. haaaa. hh.

(via thefeministbookclub)

I feel greedy and possessive cause all I can think about is calling you mine.

3 am thoughts (via suspend)

Don’t live the same year 75 times and call it a life.

Robin Sharma (via kilolux)

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And so the lion fell in love with the lamb…” he murmured. I looked away, hiding my eyes as I thrilled to the word.
“What a stupid lamb,” I sighed.
“What a sick, masochistic lion.

Stephenie MeyerTwilight (via feellng)

humqn:

people who say money can’t buy happiness are shopping in the wrong places

(Source: humqn)

(Source: bamhbies)

dylanthescientist:

princetanaka:

just a small town girl. Living in a racist, insensitive, sexist, homophobic world,

(cant take the midnight train ‘cause im fuckin scared)

(Source: princetanaka)

arabbara:

R.I.P. The 2976 American people that lost their lives on 9/11 and R.I.P. the 48,644 Afghan and 1,690,903 Iraqi and 35000 Pakistani people that paid the ultimate price for a crime they did not commit

lazypacific:

i eat cake everyday because i know somewhere out there, it’s someone’s birthday

(Source: complajn)

fearlessfeline:

grrrls-fighting-back:

definitelydope:

"but not all men" are you sure

Disgusting.

REJECTION IS NOT AGONY

LOSING A DAUGHTER IS AGONY

LOSING A SISTER IS AGONY

LOSING A FRIEND TO THIS FUCKING PSYCHOPATH IS AGONY

HELL EVEN THE AGONY OF STUBBING YOUR FUCKING TOE IS WORSE THAN THE AGONY OF BEING REJECTED BY A GIRL WHO HAS A PREFERENCE FOR, OH I DON’T KNOW, SANE HUMAN BEINGS

THE ONLY THING ANYONE EVER OWES ANYONE ELSE IS HUMAN DECENCY

THIS GUY BROUGHT AGONY ON SEVEN FAMILIES BECAUSE NO BLONDE GIRL WOULD HAVE SEX WITH HIM

DID HE EVER ONCE POLITELY ASK

DID HE EVER ONCE TRY TO ENTER INTO A GENUINE RELATIONSHIP WITH A GIRL

DID HE EVER ONCE THINK THAT MAYBE HE IS NOT ACTUALLY ENTITLED TO HAVE HIS DICK IN SOME GIRL’S VAGINA FOR THE SOLE REASON THAT HE HAS A DICK

DID NO ONE EVER SIT HIS ASS DOWN AND TELL HIM “HEY JUST BECAUSE YOU’RE A GUY DOESN’T MEAN YOU DESERVE TO BE FUCKED”

I AM AFRAID FOR MY LIFE BECAUSE I AM A YOUNG WOMAN AND IT’S BECAUSE OF THIS GUY AND OTHERS LIKE HIM

IF YOU THINK YOU’RE A NICE GUY AND THEN PREMEDITATE MURDER BECAUSE YOU’RE NOT GETTING YOUR DICK SUCKED

YOU

ARE

NOT

A

NICE

GUY

Fucking oath. No one is entitled to sex, and maybe if he was searching for girls in his league instead of punching way above the belt and then wondering why it never works out for him. Having a fast car and money doesnt make you nice bro and it doesnt make any half decent girl want your dick. You. Are. Not. Entitled. To. Shit.

(Source: kenmehlman)

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